How is it possible that my last post was the beginning of June?! June! So much has happened and so much hasn't, I don't even know where to start. Should I start with how my grandfather was diagnosed with stage two lung cancer? Should I start with how my cat is so stressed as well that she's currently on valium? Should I start with how that deal with the Lubavitch for the house fell through? Should I start with how my mother has be so crazed I'm ready to climb the walls? Should I start with the vacation I took with Rabbis Daughter to Savannah, which should have been oh-so-pleasant, wound up making both of us sick and it took me a whole extra week to recover - just in time to be sick with my period? Lovely! Should I start with how because of said vacation I got three months behind with the bills and have no way on my own to get them up to date? (I love having to pay my mother's bills that she created wtih her then $150K salary with my salary that is only a fraction of that) I have no idea. I haven't been able to focus all summer and that's why I've been sort of MIA for awhile. Through all of August I didn't even keep up with my friends I just sort of fell off the face of the earth and was wallowing in it a bit. **Sigh** I know eventually my life will go back to being mine. I keep hoping it will be sooner rather than later.
Oh, and did I mention that somehow I agreed to be the Gipper's friend again? Yeah, cause that's how I roll! How do I let myself be coerced into these things. I'm realizing, I really can't be his friend. And I'm realizing he doesn't make a very good friend to begin with anyway. Gipper! If you somehow found this blog, Call Me! But only if you intend to take me out on a date. A REAL date. If you have no intention of that, then please, be a friend, AND LEAVE ME THE F**K ALONE!!! I've had enough. Of your Bull S**t. Of your just wanting to be freinds. Of everything. Oh, and if you do decide you have enough balls to contact me, PLEASE call on the phone! Not text. Not IM. I want an honest to G-d voice on the other end of the phone!!! Gahhh!
Well, that pretty much sums up my summer. Now back to your regularly scheduled lives. Hopefully mine will switch back fromt he static it's been on for the past five years soon as well.
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